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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

i am bored. so i shall blog.

school was... okay i guess. im proud of myself. i smiled whenever i could today because i promised to stay happy. and i didnt get depressed or whatever shit. yayyy. we spent music watching ‘the breakfast club’. its an interesting show. funny too. recess was rather nice. had a nice talk. with girlfriend(: spent the whole time talking to sya in the TOILET. then suddenly hazel came in cause she wanted to show us something but her tablet died. HAHA damn funny. then the rest of the lessons was just boring. haha ride home with sya ernie kelly was just plain funny la. in the bus stop, pootree and feixin kept on insisting that ernie and sya looked alike and i kept on refusing and arguing with them. HAHA. and it was the first time i heard someone said that i didnt look like nat. cause they said me and nat didn’t look alike. HAHH! oh and me and sya went on and on saying about what food we felt like eating. HAHA. then on the bus it was damn maluating. cause i did something very paiseh. i shall not say what. HAHA. then they didnt allow me to buy kinder bueno in 7 11 cause i felt like eating kinder bueno at that time. damn mean! then we were waiting for the train and me and sya started laughing together cause we saw someone. HAHA. the train ride was funny too. we did something really really retarded. ernie la! HAHAHA. then we bumped into sarah and ida in commonwealth. AGAIN. HAHA. so coincidental. the first time it was with sya. and sarahs attempt to scare me failed. AGAIN. HAHA damn loser. oh and sya and ernie were talking about how this mens collar vest shirt or something that this guy was wearing was damn nice and kept on saying of how much they wanted it. and i think that its damn ugly la! HAHAHA. okay i dunno why im suddenly blogging about the whole ride home. HAHA im BORED la okay. i shall go study now. maybe. HAHA.

im soo so so so sorry. im really really sorry. im sorry im sorry im sorry. its all MY fault they hate you now. its all MY fault they wrote all those things on their blogs. its all MY fault they’re angry at you now, because of what you did for ME. i’m sooo sorry. the letter you gave to me in the morning was really very touching, it almost brought me to tears. i was trying so hard not to cry. thank you, for all the nice things you said in the letter. really, thank you. everything you said was just so true. it hurts to see you cry, to see you getting hurt by what they said, because of me. to see you getting involved in all of these things because of me. im sorry. i know how it feels like. to get hurt by people who youve trusted and loved so very much. because im hurt too. i guess were facing the same problem now, and we're learning who our friends really are. and what true friends would do for you. we did have our peaceful times together, didnt we? the times we shared in the library, all the stupid stuffs we did, just laughing together and enjoying each others company. damn, i miss those times. i guess great memories just don’t last forever huh. but hey, at least were not alone. we still have at least someone who care for us and be there for us. we are strong, babe. we can get through this. together. we will stay strong and face our trials. dont cry anymore. i will smile for you. i will. but you have to return me the favour too. smile for me when im feeling down! (:

IM MOVING ON. im back on my feet and im ready to smile at everyone and anyone. just anyone((:

and... if theres really a clique in between all of us, im not in it. you call this a clique? i dont want to be in a freaking clique. call me anti-social or whatever, i dont really care. and if not being in the clique means i cant talk to you guys, im fine with it. and if we really are going to have a mass talk after the exams, im not in it. im not going to talk. no im not. i really cant be bothered with these. im not going to spend the time talking about problems we have with each other and how much we hate each other cause i think its totally pointless. its just telling other people how much you hate them. and im not willing to express how i feel to everyone anyway.
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